Forever Love

2011-02-15T01:31:00.003+08:00

Today went to watch IamNumber4 premiere.

Let's talk about ticket collecting.
- i had no where to collect the tickets
- i had my handphone confiscated to prevent from filming (like WTH?)

Then now about the movie
Cons
- The movie was long and draggy for about 1 hour and i fell aslp during dat period.

Pros
- The last 30min++ was nice with the action i was anticipating.
- The animated moves was really good as Transformer (because the producer was the director of it) LOL

In conclusion, i just enjoy the last 30min, but at least it leave a good ending and conclusion for us before leaving.

Thanks NuffNang for providing the free tickets as it was Valentine.
Also, their mail went into my junk box however they went to the extend of SMS me.
They are so responsible :) good service

IamNumberFour

2011-02-11T12:15:00.005+08:00

IamNumberFour a great stereo dhoby surround sound effect and the effect of the whole movie links me with X-Men.

However, what it makes me curious is the story plot. It seems catchy.
I think what makes me worth to win the preview screening of this movie is that i will blog about how Nuffnang held this event and also how all the bloggers were there to share the joy.

Well, "Catch I Am Number Four Movie" is starting from 24th February 2011, and
I cant wait to catch it before that with the tickets by Nuffnang.

2010-08-24T10:24:00.002+08:00

2010-07-29T21:43:00.003+08:00

2010-07-21T03:27:00.000+08:00

2010-03-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

I know..its been long since i update
Well, saw a few of my W16N's blog.
So emo'zzzzz

Guess tis is not a really good year for a start
~2010~

But hey everyone
Its just the starting of the year
Shall move on and get over it...
I know its hard, but i guess we can only have that as memories.

My 2010 resolution :
-To be a better man-

2010-01-18T13:53:00.000+08:00

Im impressed...

Ang Moh also sings better than me

2010-01-16T14:15:00.000+08:00

Does your mum do this? haha

2010-01-16T02:22:00.004+08:00

HOT!!

I fall in love with him again....

2010-01-02T02:57:00.004+08:00

HOME FOOD DAY

Sick and tire of buying out...
Craving for this dish so i went out and bought the ingredients

1. Slices all in pieces

2. Fried separately as it has too many pieces.

3. Its done!!

Though outlook is not nice, but it taste great.

with abit of crunchiness as u can see there's abit charred.

I love to eat it as a side-dish. :)

2009-12-29T13:25:00.002+08:00

A New Year for a change..
Time for revolution..

A new change
A new start

Start anew for the past :)

So this is my new blog skin..
Its not mine...
Though im plagiarising, but i did some changes.
And the G-Dragon is quite cute too, so im sticking with it.

2009-12-19T20:29:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THIS VID

AND THIS!!!

2009-12-16T23:49:00.003+08:00

Eating cherries today and i found this pairs of cherries which are paired.

Cute,isnt it?

My YuanYang(鸳鸯) Cherries.

Dun bear to eat them...

Haha, stick tgt FOREVER :)

2009-12-04T03:43:00.002+08:00

Was waiting at the bus stop and this boy and girl walk over.

Girl : Why you keep see see?

Boy : I wan see, cannot ar.

Girl : Dun keep see lar. Go away lar you.

The boy PRETEND to walk away.

Girl : Weiiii, good luh you..leave me alone.

Boy : You ask me to leave de mah... *evil grin*

Girl : Then dun keep see lar.... *Act Shy*

Boy : Cos you cute mah....

Girl : Go see your girlfriend luh! She also nice wor..

Boy : She ar...I duno leh.. Ok lar, she is pretty and you are cute mah...

Zzzzzzz.....I want vomit loh. Speak so loud behind me for me to hear

2009-11-25T00:07:00.003+08:00

Woops, did not update again.
I just want to post this..
Kinda of like these pics.. ^^

2009-11-16T22:09:00.005+08:00

Continued from DAY 1

This is the lobby of our hotel somewhere in Petaling....

This is our bedroom which i have taken after we rest on it.

This explains the mess.

Haha

As you can see, there's a SINGLE bed and a DOUBLE bed.

Well, obviously i slept on the single bed cos im still SINGLE.

I missed out the night at the club there.... cos it was too late by the time i reached.
Next time perhaps....

2009-11-12T19:17:00.011+08:00

DAY 1

This is KL airport upon my arrival.
Quite classy there.

The 1st shop i saw is COACH.

2009-11-06T05:30:00.001+08:00

Sorry for not updating.
Going for KL trip tomorrow.
Shall update. :)

2009-10-19T11:19:00.003+08:00

Sry for really really long no updating.
Kinda busy.
THis weekend went to Bin's B'day.
Though something crop up, but i think overall still make it to an enjoyable days.

anyway
HAPPY B'DAY BIN

More busy days coming...
and also my KL trip coming.
Woooo

2009-10-03T21:59:00.007+08:00

Went to East Coast with my Year 1 classmates.
As you can see, Cycling and Roller Blading..

Our next outing would be this ...

Water Skiing..

Excited about the trip......

2009-09-23T18:54:00.002+08:00

Wonder when will we know our UT grades.
Been checking frequently...

Please increase my GPA!!
I cant fail and stay another on.
I wan GRADUATE and go WORK.

2009-09-18T00:41:00.003+08:00

Really envy FANN WONG and CHRISTOPHER LEE...

Fann having a good husband.
Chris having a good wife.

Read about these links:

http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=32176&st=dtl

http://www.xin.sg/article.php?article=32159&st=dtl

Perhaps time is not up...
Or im to be alone FOREVER..

Guess i should concentrate on a career..

2009-09-13T00:07:00.005+08:00

Urbanmale is offering 50% for 2 items.

but qualities of their Havianas seems to degrade...

Look at the line that says : "Because Life is Not a "STRAIGHT" Line..."

Bought these 2 pairs of slippers....

Who will wear the other pair?

LOL

2009-09-08T23:24:00.003+08:00

Went to catch this movie today at Cineleisure.

Wanted to watch this quite sometime ago.

Did not make me regret watching it.

Its really nice.

About this Bruno, who is a gay fashionistas.

He had alot of funny scenes in it.

He ruin his guest list after he make a terror in a fashion show.

So he told himself he will must make his mark by being famous.

He try alot of ways by alluring a male politician to bed

and also trying to make a terrorist kidnapped him by insulting their head Osama looks like a dirty wizard and a homeless santa.

Thats not all..

He try to follow the trend of Madonna and Angelina Jolie by keeping a baby.

But he did not adopt.. He trade it with an iPod (limited edition).. LOL.

He call it a GAYBY...

He found that he was hated by people.

He realise that all the famous people have 1 common traits - they are STRAIGHT.

He wanted to turn straight..

He seek advice from a counsellor.

1ST ADVICE

He learned to hunt animals LIKE A STRAIGHT.

He told the other hunters that he only kill animal once by SUFFOCATING his HAMSTER.

2ND ADVICE

He must learn martial art to defend from gay stalkers.

He ask the martial art master to demonstrate as he act as the attacker.

So he contantly attack the master with DILDOS.

LASTLY was the romantic part of the scene.

Sorry that i blurt out the storyline because most of you are unable to watch...

As it is R21

2009-09-08T23:11:00.011+08:00

Continue for the Batam trip..
The sky was turning dark in the afternoon..

We went to this biggest shopping mall in batam..
it was in a place like a town.

Went to this 2 cafe/resturant.

I like this kway teow alot.

I ate 2 times. ^^

And these food below are from a Pizza and Steak restaurant..

Food are darnnnn cheappppp..

My steak... Yum Yum

Things you could do there are massage and shopping...

2009-09-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

Half-time for updates to my batam trip.

Check on this video in FB.
Damn funny.

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=125801653575&ref=nf

They amend Jason Mraz: Im Yours to Macdonald Song.
LOL

2009-09-04T12:07:00.012+08:00

Look, i was nearly a MILLIONAIRE!!
The large count of money make it hard for me to do my calculation when doing my payment. =.=

Saw a large ship?
No, its a HOTEL cum CLUB.

Took a cab from the ferry terminal.
Though its near, but we pay 40,000rp ($7)
Cos ferry terminal is the place where they chop tourists.

The 5 STAR Pacific Hotel which has the largest club.
We went there at night...
Few people during weekdays,perhaps?

Lobby of the hotel.

Staircase of the place.

Overlooking the place at the highest.

The Olympic size swimming pool.

My bedroom.

and the toilet.

And it cost less than $100 for this!!

LOL...

2009-09-03T18:42:00.006+08:00

Back peeps....
Uploading our boarding trip 1st bah...

Awaiting our departure....

At the departure hall....

There's a DFS also for alcohol and cigarettes..

But alcohol can only be brought in for trips more than 3 days....

So too bad.....

END of PART 1

2009-08-31T10:28:00.000+08:00

Leaving for Batam...
Will post when i back, peeps....

:)

2009-08-30T01:06:00.002+08:00

Lets update myself.
Just had yummy salted egg crab.

Let me say a story and let me pose that as a question..
"When i was a kid, the 1st time i have my senses and follow my mum to the mart.
My mum asked me: "Grab urself something"
I thought for awhile and replied: "But i dun have money."
My mum said:"I paid mah.""
I realise my mum is there to paid for things i buy..

Anyone did have that though when you are young?
Guess i think alot when i was a kid... LOL.

Am going to Batam nxt week...
1st time going there..
New places for holiday again. :)
EXCITED

Just check on my grades.
I got a B for my Year 3 UT.
and i nvr study for it.. Woah.

2009-08-26T10:57:00.002+08:00

Sorry peeps.
My blog is not dead, just that i duno what to update.
Busy with my test, and today is the 1st holiday. ^^

Well, will make use of this holiday to gym and swim.

Just saw my FYP grade.
I got a D+ for it..... =.=
Well, maybe what i deserve.

That's all for today.
Will try to update more. :)

2009-08-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

nice show nice movie

2009-08-20T23:28:00.002+08:00

Today went to catch 2 movies...

G.I Joe and The Proposal

G.I Joe is definitely worth the price for the ticket,
because this action pack movie compile of cool fighting gadgets .
Great visual effects and fighting scenes.
The most FABULOUS action movie i EVER watched.

The Proposal is about Sandra Bullock asking this cute
assistant, Ryan Reynolds to have a fake marriage with her
stay on the country.
Alot of sweet romances happen...
It is a romance comedy....
Bring your love one to watch with you....Definitely worth your time.

*i keep thinking of YOU while watching.

2009-08-16T15:19:00.009+08:00

Blogger was down yesterday...
I know he wun read this anymore.
I can say he gave me the best memories ever in my relationship.

Things we did together.

Movies we watched.

Remember, the lazy afternoon we went swimming,
and watching a group of aunties doing aerobics?

Or the Jurong complex, we were in the wave, holding on each other?
The journey we walk back when we ends the day?

And in Wild Wild Wet playing the dangerous slide,
switching position of our seats?

After my proposal when i kneel down to you.

Eating in our favourite place,
travelling whole of the Singapore.
I miss the touch of your hands and ur lips.

I MISS YOU

2009-08-15T19:56:00.004+08:00

I realised

我不配

to deserve you

我努力在挽回

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解

你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴

而我心碎你受罪你的美

2009-08-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

Just hope you still remember this...

2009-08-12T09:06:00.000+08:00

Feeling emo again..
Lets watch this

2009-08-11T23:56:00.001+08:00

Yes, i miss that.I wun be there when you're happy.But i hope to be there when you're sad.If you have any problem, gladly come to me.

2009-08-10T11:12:00.001+08:00

Picture says it all.

2009-08-08T17:15:00.007+08:00

when you're suddenly force to bid farewell to someone you love.

It's in that moment that you truly come to appreciate who they really are....

2009-08-08T10:47:00.003+08:00

If u see closely, you will see the KING size Water Bed .
How i wish to have a chance to try with him.....
Haix....

2009-08-07T20:56:00.000+08:00

Sometimes its so nice to think back when you are jealous over Kiro.

Cheers for the sweet time.

Thanks for the SWEETEST MEMORY u gave me, baby.
Cos no one loves me like you did.

2009-08-07T19:14:00.002+08:00

Learnt something while preaching others.
Sometimes i wish u were the old Alvin i knew.
Simple and nice... Dun ask for much though people grow.
But u can maintain that good virtue while growing.

Haha.

Suddenly, this "follow me to Buangkok" thing popup.
You stick to me wherever i go.
and im so contented with your company.
and felt so comfortable with loving each other in the open.
Felt this LOVE of presence with you.

I know you are happy now..and hope the person treats you well.

We were so indispensable to each other before.

2009-08-05T00:20:00.004+08:00

I know they wanna come and separate us
but they can't do us nothin
Your the one I want and I’m a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and I’m considered husband
And I’m a always be there for you
我不管你用任何眼光看我
我都不会选择放弃
我要坚持到底忽略那些冷言冷语
爱是如此珍贵值得我们彼此相信
两颗心才越靠越近
And no one knows
Why I’m into you
Cause you'll never knowwhat its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦
懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why we'll break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
我不在乎怎么做
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause I know what my baby like, I lean you on that Prada
You ain’t got to match with the shoes
我知道每一次的沟通就会让我爱你更多跟一次的拥抱
温暖让我不再怯懦爱是真实的触摸美好或相同
Keepin it always true
And no one knows
What I’m into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
没人会懂是我们的梦懂再多困难只要牵手就变得不同
That’s why we'll break through
And I don’t care what they say
I’m gonna be with you
I’m gonna be with you
I wanna be with you

2009-08-04T00:56:00.001+08:00

不习惯言不由衷
沉默如何能让你都懂
此刻与你相拥
也算有始有终
祝福有许多种
心痛却尽在不言中
请你一定要比我幸福
才不枉费我狼狈退出
再痛也不说苦爱不用抱歉来弭补
至少我能成全你的追逐
请记得你要比我幸福
才值得我对自己残酷
我默默的倒数
最后再把你看清楚
看你眼里的我好馍糊
慢慢被放逐

2009-08-03T20:53:00.001+08:00

午夜的收音机
轻轻传来一首歌
那是你我都已熟悉的旋律
在你遗忘的时候
我依然还记得
明天你是否依然爱我
我早已经了解
追逐爱情的规则
虽然不能爱你
却又不知该如何相信
总会有一天你一定会离去
但明天你是否依然爱我
所有的故事只能有一首主题歌
我知道你最后的选择
所有的爱情只能有一个结果
我深深知道那绝对不是我
既然曾经爱过
又何必真正拥有你
即使离别也不会有太多难过
午夜里的旋律
一直重复着那首歌
will you still love me tomorrow

2009-08-03T13:44:00.005+08:00

Weeeeeeeee....

Eugene just called and found out that im still available for a FREE enhancement for my LASIK.
because i just realise that i got abit of myopia back on my left eyes.

Haha....

Im so excited about going back for the LASIK.

2009-08-03T09:17:00.002+08:00

Whenever i on the aircon,
it reminds me of YOU.

You always come back to home and say "hot"

I told you that i will get an aircon for YOU.

Its for me too (wait, YOU always stop hearing the reason for myself)
I wanted it for myself - because i want to cuddle YOU in the cold wind.
The intention was for both of US

2009-08-03T01:23:00.002+08:00

Smile.

not for me, but for you.

Smile, no matter how dark the days are.

Last promise made for you.

SMILE!

2009-08-02T23:38:00.001+08:00

My left eye myopia is back i think.
Grrrr.
Have to go for my enhancement lasik, i guess.
Ultraman is back.
haha.

2009-07-31T12:55:00.003+08:00

I did not know anything about Kiss The Rain when you said about this.Till i heard it from a friend.It was "this" you are talking about.
After hearing it, i understand why you cried.It sound really meaningful.I do not know how appreciate music seriously.But i duno why i have fell in love with it. Hearing that, all the memories and the past suddenly rush and flow through my mind.I swear, it was not me who think about it.But it was the music which pulls it out of me.And i duno why im crying.Crying in class.Hopes no one saw it.
I hope that i will remember you everytime i hear this song.In fact, we have a lot of link that bonds our memories together which are suppose not to be forgotten. I Hope....

2009-07-29T19:17:00.004+08:00

LOVE of SIAM

A very touching love story.
Where can i find true love?
Not superficial ones...
Probably not in Siam

A simple person i am, maybe do bored you.
Cos im just a homely person.
To be with the one i love.

Someone can give me the memories i had?
The one i had being touched in the CITY OF EMBER.

2009-07-27T22:54:00.005+08:00

Do you remember the path we use to walk together?

"ohhhh baby.

trying to decide, trying to decide

if i, really wanna go out tonight.

i never used to go out without ya,

not sure i remember how to.

nothing feels right when im not with you,
hey,

gotta be strong gotta be strong

but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.
(cause i miss you, cause i miss you) with nothing but your T-shirt on."

Maybe our path will cross somedays

2009-07-27T04:11:00.000+08:00

Today went to Botanic Garden to see someone's concert.
Yes, surprisingly.. A concert.
But i miss it.
Rushed there doing my project halfway.

Missing the person too much.
Have to do so to see the person.
Cos he's not with me anymore.

But im glad that i saw him.
Was contented with that...
As long his life is happy...

He always wanted me to see it,
but it only happen when are apart.

After seeing awhile, rushed back to continue my project till now.

2009-07-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

If time could turn back Eugene

would not be so blunt and should be more tactful
Thats what people always scold me.

I hurt someone i REALLY LOVE in my LIFE for that
and its not how i mean it.
I just i didnt know how to phrase it.

If i had a chance, i would explain to him.
I shouldnt have just use that "word" to say out my thoughts
and its not even that meaning.
I should have explain it more detail, avoiding the misunderstanding.
Hope i can have a chance to explain myself.

Do you still remember the 1st time we met?
The 1st impression you gave me was that you look quite untidy
thus not a very good impression.
However, ever since then, when you meet me
you always put on your best.
And i realise you are not what i thought.
You look cute, seriously.

And you told me you want look better when you are with me.
I said Baby, no need cos in my heart,

you are the BEST EVER.

2009-07-23T17:12:00.006+08:00

This is a LOVE STORY of a sentimental guy with this rancipical, picky little boy.
" You were so young when i first saw You.I close my eyes and the flashback starts
And im standing thereSee the lights See you make your way through this path And say Hello

Little did i know That you were my Juliet
I wish to take you to somewhere we can be alone

I'll be the prince and You'll be the princess
Do you remember that i ever knelt to the groundand pull out a ring

And said, married me, Juliet?Because You never have to be alone.

I LOVE YOU and thats all i really know. "

2009-07-23T13:43:00.006+08:00

Had a dream today
It felt so real and so familiar.
HOWEVER
It felt so wonderful.
That i shouldnt wake up...at all
It was shatter when my alarm clock rang.
Haix
I felt so emo today. totally.
verge of crying and breaking down.
It was us in the cinema holding our hands tightly, nvr let go.
I still remember the feel of your hand
and my hugs over you.

Movies We Watched.

City Of Ember:

This is the 1st movie we watched. It felt very memorable.
Because i was tire and the movie was boring.
However, it felt cosy and warm to lie on you.
Sorry, i drool. Baby.
It really felt wonderful to hug you that time.

BOLT:

Sorry, i cant remember i watched this with you.
But i remember that i enjoyed this movie alot.
And my memories stay on alot for this movie.
I realised it was because im watching with you

HANDSOME SUIT:

Wanted to watch this since the preview.
This movie taught us to make the right decision.
Remember how the guy nearly succumbed to the model?
Though the model was better in terms of everything to the girl who work for the guy
However it was the feeling that in the end bring them together
Though it was a comedy, i felt it was a romance to me, watching with you.

ICE AGE 3

Last movie, that ends this chapter.
Admitted i wasnt watching the movie.
I was watching you. :)

2009-07-22T23:22:00.007+08:00

Someone ask me watch this vids. Walao, rubbing salt on my wound. Lol.

Very sad song.However, they sing very well.Better than the original....

"仿佛还是昨天可是昨天已非常遥远但闭上双眼我还看得见可惜不是你陪我到最后曾一起走却走失那路口感谢那是你牵过我的手还能感受那温柔那一段我们曾心贴着心我想我更有权力关心你可能你已走进别人风景多希望也有星光的投影努力为你改变"

2009-07-21T01:30:00.005+08:00

Some people say we look alike.Some people say both of us look great.

A perfect match. And the YUAN YANG.Gone for now.
Hope it'll come back.
If there's a chance,forget the past BUTretain the memories.

I said i wun look back,BUT its different for you.

I WILL WAIT FOR YOU

Like you said to me
Misses my lips for youNow im missing everything we had

I STILL LOVE YOU I have only 1 LAOPO,remember?

2009-07-20T09:39:00.002+08:00

I never thought of this day will come.
Usually i thought we just quarrel and tiffing.
Everything be all right after a few days.
Though those few days seem to be very miserable.
Cause angry or quarrel with you is not the thing i want.

I know you want it either.
I am sorry for the dilemma for you.

I hope you will be happy, and maybe if could...
Think of me
Like what you said everytime we quarrel,
Please keep all our memories.
Im still keepings yours
EVERYWHERE
My computer, handphone, house
and
IN MY HEART and MIND

2009-07-19T02:47:00.011+08:00

DEVASTATION

Maybe ur heart was dead for me..
But i didnt expect to find someone so fast,
that you promise you wun....
and in a fast pace

But u did...

I didnt acknowledge any breaks...
But let it be the way since you wanted it.
However, i know your hearts not really with me.
I wish to let you go.

You got a better one and i hope he can satisfies you everything that i couldnt.

my heart is bleeding and crying everyday
and i thought my tears had dried up.

BUT

I never thought it once more rolling down..
Never expected.

I sincerely really hope you can last with him.
Your happiness,
will be my blessings...
For MAYBE i cannot give it to you.

EUGENE is crying hard till he sleep....when he gets tire
EUGENE realise he lost everything... for him
but its worth it for the 9months

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DESPONDENT

Tks for many comforting.

I duno whether to take out the ring anot.
However, i will not take out the band.
Cos i know it will be gone once i take it off.

Let it be part of the memories wherever i go.

Tears had dried up since i cried from just.
Im not yet pick myself up like you do.
But i will try... try hard
My Blessings

Maybe im just another Zhixiong...
i feel very nan guo

Just hope u continue blogging...
I'll will read it.

I know u will say u'll know how to protect urself,
but still i'll be there worrying for you.
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Looking up at all the past.
You said you dun think you worth me.
Not worthy of my love.
Little things i do, already kept my heart beating so madly.
What will happen, if one day.
When i truly want to love you,
What will happen to your heart?

And i already saw it now.
It comes up to nothing.

I laugh myself.
I had it coming.

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After sleeping @ 5a.m.
Eugene woke up with nightmares.
Looking at it, its 7.45a.m.

2hours of sleep
Wake up with heartache
and hands filled with pain, to ease the heartache.

I lost determinations.
I just cant go asleep till your next to me...
Cos it feels like INSOMNIA.

But you slept next to others.

2009-07-17T00:21:00.003+08:00

Saw another one.
Sorry to bore you guys with this.I like you not bcos of who you are, but bcos of who i am when i am with you... One Day, When the Story of my Life is finally over...I'll flip open one of the most colourful chapter i had and it starts with the moment i know you dear. Sorry for hurting you in the past, i promise that ill love you even with my last breath of life....you know who i talking about...i love you J****N Forever and will remember you for giving me such a good moments together. you will find your true love again in my absence.Life is so difficult now, everything goes uncontrol. its all fated!!! Wish you good luck in yr search for yr next beau. I do know you dont wish to get attached for now, only friends.I sincerely hope that we could get back together again.. my only hope.. As i have promise you that i will love you even with my last breath of life.Nobody can replace you in my heart.... T.T After what happen, i believe that you do not intend to give me another chance and lie that you do. Why do i see this 2 story in a night?A hint perhaps?

2009-07-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

Saw this real story.
Its really touching.

It has been more than one & a half year since we broke off, yet till today,
i have not let go of anything as yet.
Deep in my heart, nothing have changed, i still love him as much as yesterday. Maybe that's why I have not gotten into a new relationship. If you were to listen to stefanie Sun "Wo Bu Nan Guo" i think that best describe how i feel. I feel that I have let him down, he pinned his hopes on me and only to found out that I am yet another bad guy that is not worth loving.. He left, and i think he made the correct decision. Now, you have found new life and love. I dun wan to live in self-denial, i am jealous of the person whom you love now but, all i want to do from now on is just to pray, to pray that you will be happy, smile all the time, and hope that you will be fine. If there is ever next life, I wish that I can be with you again, and i hope it may come soon. For i regret, not loving you enough... sorry.
Its so US.

2009-07-11T02:20:00.001+08:00

Let me update about DAY 2
As usual, i went swim in the morning.And went to this Chup-Tu-Chup This place is so cool lar.I think its the most BIGGEST pasar malam in the WORLD.Haha

Went to eat my breakfast there.My ALL-TIME-FAVOURTIE drink.Their milk tea.Similar to our ice-teh, however it has this sweet and unique taste. Their snacks with the FAMOUS thai-chilli.

Its actually small fried quails' egg.

Look at the buzzing crowds.

It hot but not humid.

Singapore weather sux.

Alot shop who have this army speciality clothes.

You wun find this in pasar malam.

Its a pet shop.

Look at all the cute puppies.

Damn adorable.

Qualities are better than Singapore.

I LOVE THAILAND.

SA-WA-DI-KA

TO BE CONTINUE

2009-07-11T01:12:00.034+08:00

WELCOME TO BANGKOK - DAY 1

Intro to my Apartment after checking in.

Quite spacious with full amenities.

A BALCONY???

There's more.

and a SWIMMING POOL.

Went swimming every morning.

After unpacking, everyone were tired from the flight.

We went to this neighbourhood massage which cost $5 for an hour!!!

Dinner was at nearby streets.

Things and food were very cheap there.

This lady was selling this mango paste or something.

I didnt dare to try.

Haha.

Went back with this TUTU.

Before sleeping, went to browse in a 7-11
Look what i found.

GIANT SIZE YAKULT!!

Can you imagine??

$1+/-..... only

and OVERSIZE OVALTINE which taste like MILO.

Their food choices are more than in Singapore.

A everyday morning and night supplement.

COLLAGEN

Bought in 7-11 cost $2++. LOL

And before sleep.

Please be quite....

I mean QUIET.

Thailand spell this way?

LOL

STAY TUNE FOR MORE IN DAY 2

2009-07-10T00:38:00.000+08:00

Peeps, came back from holiday.
Will update more with pics. ;)

2009-07-02T12:33:00.000+08:00

EUGENE is sick and look like THIS.

LOL

2009-07-01T23:08:00.002+08:00

Saw something on my nose?
Its a nose strip called - Breathe Right.
Google and search it to know more.

2009-07-01T22:50:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA

Went to sentosa with Briano, Eugenia, Vivian and Small Emo.
after my gym.
It was so tire that day.

At Cafe Delma.

The sunset wanted to watch with someone.

Eugenia and Briano

2009-06-28T19:37:00.001+08:00

When will you be back home?

2009-06-28T14:47:00.003+08:00

Love comes in many colors,
giving a sky to all its emotions.
From happy happy moments to tearful thoughts,
love conquers all.
It is one emotion that shines in all eyes for all ages.

I always had been fair to love.
but it was never to me....
i have been hurt so many times.
yet i kept on going back for more.

that is love! :)

quoted from somewhere and felt its so me.
Not me... but US

2009-06-27T01:07:00.009+08:00

Welcome to Jusco or Just Go.

Its quite a big shopping mall.

But pathetic-cally with nothing.

My long-time friend Tommy with his girlfriend.

And me.

View taken from food court in city square.

View is nice from the top

but food sux.

2009-06-25T22:56:00.001+08:00

Oh my. throat so pain.
Think going down with fever.
Exempt from SCHOOL pls.
LOL. 1 week holiday!

2009-06-25T22:03:00.018+08:00

Okay, this shall be the last post of memories.
Sorry for the long post.
Went out with Alvin for the last week.

Yar, he was cute that day... in the photos?

Oops, say the wrong thing.

He look pissed.

Think i cheered him up... when i say many times "i love you"

Told him to make this pose.

I wun denied.

He looked really cute, but a different person.

He looks like someone.... which i told him.

A bento box to share at dat time.

He was asking " can i eat?

Stop taking the shots."

His favourite salmon sushi.

Mine favourite -Unagi sushi.

BEN & JERRY

2 flavours for the pint.

I forgot the flavour but its chocolatery.

Sorbet with apple, strawberry and banana

He enjoyed the ice cream.

He's going to eat it.

And drank the sorbet.

Slurp Slurp

Alvin & Eugene

It was great to create these memories.

Let it be the Last and the memorable.

A Last Love Story.

Not by Taylor Swift but

ALVIN & EUGENE.

2009-06-23T23:03:00.007+08:00

Okie, time for some updates before my viewers leave.
This are pics for the JB trip.
very fruitful.... hehe

This the mini poppers for only $3.
and of cos in SGD. Duhhh.
Haha

There are 18 pieces which i left like 6 pieces and threw it.
Why?
because its TOO MUCH for me to take.
Haha

At night, i went to my favourite place and eat tzu cha.
This is the appetitser for the night.
SHARK FIN soup.
Look at it. Its GAO GAO one hor.

My favourite kang kong.

This is a nice dish.

Salted egg ribs.

See how it glow under my spotlight.

Haha. Sorry for the reflection.

Fried crispy squids.

Ate before i could take the shots.

Yummy.

Lastly, the next day.

Chashu ramen for lunch.

Will update on my Hotel trip, Ice Cream trip and Sushi trip.

Haha....

2009-06-16T23:09:00.005+08:00

Top is so difficult to be.
A bottom is better to be.

Am i able to meet someone who love me MORE than i do?
Haha.

Anyone want go gym and swim.
Preferable someone who can everyday together and stay in our lalaland. :)

Tomorrow is Eugene World Love Day,
Eugene is giving free "hugs" and "kisses".
come and get it.

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-I like the rain in the past.
-But Eugene hates it now.
-Cos thunderstorm would wake me up and face reality.
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Does it hurt you,
if someone you love goes with another person to the place that both shares memories?

(Sorry, today my blog is black and white, just like my life)

2009-06-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

Puppy survive after being flushed!!!

Visit msnbc.com for Breaking News, World News, and News about the Economy

2009-06-16T10:37:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wondered why people tell lies?
I'm not talking about 'white lies', as every person on the planet has told those,
unless you are a Saint, in which case I apologise.

If someone asks you a question which you outright answer with a mistruth,
then you are what they know in the trade as a 'bare faced liar'. Oh, the shame.

There are people out there that really can't help but lie.
These people are known as pathological liars.

These individuals want their lives to sound more exciting than the reality,
or they want to impress, so they make up the most far-fetched lives you've ever heard.
I'm sure you know one or two, they can be hilarious once you know that they are outrageous liars.

Another common reason people lie is to get out of a sticky situation.
The lie being told is preferential to the consequences of telling the truth.
Once someone knows that telling lies is easier than telling the truth, it can become habitual. Sticky situation? No problem, I'll just tell a lie and skip down the road with joy.
In the end someone doing this regularly can end up believing their own mistruths.

2009-06-16T03:52:00.003+08:00

Still sick for the 2nd Day.
Though starting my 1ST MEAL today.
Still having diahrrea and vomitting.
Haix.

Watching this japanese drama - 绝对男友.
Its about this girl who always rejected by guys.
Thus being targeted by a company to fill up her criteria for her Perfect boyfriend.
Never to know that the next day when she woke up, she found her Perfect Boyfriend in her home.
It was a ROBOT.

Very touching. I watching the 2nd episode.
The boyfriend sacrifices everything for her.
And was there whenever she needs her.
Cried watching this.

And cried because whenever i close my eyes,
i saw him and freak out.
I couldnt even sleep.
I could remember how he bring his "so-called" friend to gym which i first bring in to him.
He didnt ask me but asked his "that friend".
Why...Why can i put this bits and pieces of things which affect me to mind.
Why am i scare of him already.
From LOVE to HATE and to SCARE.

What i want is a perfect boyfriend even its a robot....
Cos even a robot would be so meticulous and sensitive to the "boyfriend".

2009-06-15T16:22:00.002+08:00

Eugene is sick.

I got like these symptoms:

-Vomitting
-Nauseous
-Diarrhea
-Headache
-Dizziness
-Feeling weak
-and running low fever.

The conclusion i get is i think i got Stomach Flu.
Not H1N1 hor.

A bad start after school holiday.

2009-06-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

Feeling EMO.

Think i need to get away ALONE.

Everything in my mind is so NEGATIVE.

The same old feeling is back AGAIN.

haix..... i dun wan to keep OFFEND my FRIENDs and make them MISUNDERSTAND.

To those who are concern about me :)

2009-06-11T16:36:00.001+08:00

The most important thing in a relationship is to tell each other your problems.
To communicate and not to keep things in your heart.
This is call transparency.

2009-06-08T22:08:00.015+08:00

WELCOME TO LEISURE WORLD

Went on a cruise with Briano.
Need a place to relax and forget the loneliness.
How nice everyday it could be like that.
Admit that im escaping the reality but its no choice.

Shall stop the crap and make a the introduction.
Let me show you around

The lobby.

Outside the performance club, where there is singing by singer.

This are the singer singing.

Was caught because there should not be any phototaking supposely.

Briano and I.

Myself

and ME again ALONE.

HAHA.

Briano eating his chicken wing in the lounge.

Alcoholic drinks as cheap as $4.

Briano and his MOCKTAIL.

The deck when its really late.

There's basketball court where's no one using it FOREVER.

The lounge where it has close... so am i

2009-06-07T12:30:00.005+08:00

Weeeee, yesterday went clubbing.
And i knew it.
Its always your stupid pattern.

You enjoyed it in your afternoon,
my turn to enjoyed in the night. =)

Was at Taboo watching show and OMG.
The 1st song was Stay In Love : It cuts down to my soul
My favourite song.

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't evenReally know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you dont' know me
At this point
Then I highly Doubt you ever will
I really need you
To give me That unconditional love
I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing From our hearts And minds

And I know we said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing That I can do
BabyI stay in love with you

And I keep onTelling myself
That you'll come Back around
And I try to front Like "oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, babyI stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Im not going to be hurt once more.

Eugene want learn DANCING.

2009-06-06T14:49:00.003+08:00

TRUE, i can live without you.
You have trained me.
Weekends and whatever days.
U said i been going out when your not free.
But you only go company me only when your free.
Im not your priority.
NO POINT.
Yes, trying hard. =)

2009-06-06T13:14:00.001+08:00

Just awhile ago, someone told me his story.
I hear it and recalled.
I wanted to broke down and cry.
Similar story, just the opposite.
I treated you well without any selfishness but not you.
You didnt reciprocate. I felt really not worth it.
Anyway, enjoy ur life with all your F.R.I.E.N.D.S
You must be enjoying it now.
I also, gotta change my lifestyle.
It doesnt mean i cant live, cant live without you.
Cos i should GIVE UP.

2009-06-05T21:33:00.016+08:00

Let me update my blog with the photos i promised. =)

My new GREY skinny.

New original DIESEL jacket.

Authentic Armani Exchange cardigan.

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Saw this shoe in Johor Bahru (JB) yesterday. Looks cool and kinda nice.

Saw a Mickey Mouse shirt too. But the shop closed. =(

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Saw this tank a few days ago. Notice the small thingy inside?

Its the ''eating fish''.

NOT THIS eating fish lar.

Is this eating fish

Was thinking if i could use ULTRAVIOLET RAY and kills them all. Wahahah. Im so EVIL.

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EUGENE wants to be HAPPY.
I dun want to be ANGRY and SAD for it anymore.
Too many times is not worth it.
So need to change... Means changeover = Shopping Spree!!!

1) A shouldcarry/ sling bag.

2) Nice havianas. $40

3) Topman shoe $75

4) T-shirts!! $45

5) Vest. $15

This glasses is my new TOY.

2009-06-02T22:20:00.001+08:00

OK, time to update.

Went for more shopping trip.

Bought myself quite a number of things.

On Sunday and Today.

Shall upload it soon.

Check on my blog soon too. :)

2009-05-30T21:13:00.009+08:00

PAST

Memories shall be bygone i guess.
I still think you are being ridiculous, though i AM in a small part.
You said i didnt love you so i asked you to be with me every moment yet i being blamed for that. Well, i can do things myself. If you want me forget you. Just give me 1 or 2 months time bah.
But i think after TMR is enuff. Cos i still duno wad you did and i dun wish to know.

I duno why you want to bring out the pasts to push away the things im saying for the present.
Yes, you pointed out i neglected you when im in games.
You voice out only when we quarrel and you doesnt tell me earlier to salvage it.
You keep things to yourself and you KP me as if know. Crazy.
And all the things you said is the 1st time i heard. Its like so stupid.

I hated all that because u always say other things when we quarrel.
Its NO LINK.
I didnt touch my com and company you this few days. I didnt change?
I did cos i kept your words in my heart and also all the words you hurled at me.

Its just an excuse for you today being unreasonable.
I ask for SOME time today. You need to go out plan BBQ the whole day?
You told me the planning is evening and i ask for morning. and now you tell me you are not free.
It doesnt sound reasonable.
So you weekends is for friends? What about me? Who the fuck am i to you.
A mate for you to pass your time during holidays?
You getting more and more childish for your 101 reasons.

I didnt try my best? I didnt think for you?
You say i didnt care for you from my heart? So its just from my actions and not from my heart? If not from my heart, i dun even bother to do it with actions.

And lastly, its childish and ugly to bring ex-es out in a quarrel.

PRESENT
So its now just Eugene, me and myself.
Oops, i quote you. Its not copyright anyway.

2009-05-30T14:51:00.004+08:00

I shall not give you any chance after sunday.
You dun come and look for me when your fun is over.

Pls, i need to find someone my mum like???
Why? U wan to become my father?
I need to find someone i like, not my mother.
You were, but u make your choice.

Go and do whatever SOMETHING or SOMEONE who is IMPORTANT.

FUCK YOU.

Go and enjoy YOUR holidays ALONE.
Was looking forward my holidays FOR YOU, but NOT ANYMORE.

FUCK YOU AGAIN

2009-05-30T12:37:00.003+08:00

Yo, sorry for not updating...For 2 days??
Busy with school and project.

Well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELTON.

Eugene was naughty and skipped school on FRIDAY...
Because he had something naughty going on. Haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRO.

went for shopping spree ytd.
Bought an Armani Exchange jacket, a Calvin Klein wallet and 2 pairs of Calvin Klein shoes.
Just needed another pair of DnG shoe.

And yesterday went to movies at Dhoby Ghaut.
Woah, someone so rich, treat me sia. Haha.
Terminator Salvation - the start was suck but the ending was great.
Sounds like my life. Haha.
U can catch "Arnold" starring in that.
Was shocked and everybody laughed. Haha.

Then off to Play, weee.
So happy to see all the cliques again and wish Kiro birthday personally.
Saw Kelvin, Aaron, Kiro and of cos Briano.
Did i miss out someone?
Thats all for today i guess. ^^

2009-05-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

Fuck the feeling....
Keep missing your hug...
But no is a no.... Where's my principle??
Pls get over it...
Need to slp soon to get over it....

2009-05-28T00:34:00.003+08:00

My head is aching...

Why did i still contact u and stuffs.

Someone pls get me over it.

2 more days till holiday.

Pls come fast... Slp everyday, drowning inside.

Hope my persistent over you is as much as forgetting you.

I need HELP.

2009-05-27T09:38:00.002+08:00

那一扇车门

关出我们的裂痕

一声就震断了回头的路程

爱无法均分

以后就留给你们

也许用伤害结束爱才更动人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温祝福就给你下一个人

你是好人也是个坏人

对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔

不能放任所以放了

这点痛我还能忍

我是好人也是个坏人

分得够狠你才有借口转身

宁愿爱一点不剩

也不忍看恋人爱成路人

容忍的人其实并不笨

只是宁可对自己残忍

既然爱不能恒温

祝福就给你下一个人

2009-05-27T00:50:00.003+08:00

During this time, i missed you all the while.

Yet angry with you abandoning me.

The ending all depends when 12 noon clock strikes.'

2009-05-26T18:17:00.004+08:00

the more i LOVE, the more i HATE.

and the more i HATE, the more i cant FORGET

Contradicting.....

2009-05-24T11:32:00.001+08:00

Since when i needed you, you chose not to.
Then in the future, need not too.....

2009-05-22T23:28:00.000+08:00

Can somebody comment- is the Porter Drum Bag nice?

2009-05-22T14:26:00.001+08:00

从来没想过
不能再和你牵手
委屈时候
没有你陪着我心痛
一切都是我太过骄纵
以为你会懂
一直忘了说
我有多感动
我知道你还是爱着我
虽然分开的理由
我们都以接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以即使到最后
还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会在离开时
闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
这份爱没有停过

2009-05-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

Seen the doctor and given some painkillers.
Probably monitor awhile.

Weeee, i want watch this movie.

A dance movie - the songs like so nice too. :)